I'm still moving in energy that feels like a snail's pace.
These past few weeks have been an emotional and energetic roller coaster.
So I'm taking it easy on myself.
I'm allowing the grumpies, and the tireds, and the generally out of sorts to be okay. I'm not caught up in the doing. Monday I shut everything off (even my family couldn't reach me). Tuesday I turned on the computer to 100s of notifications. I ignored most of them. Today I peeked my toe out for a bit and then exercised and sat on my couch.
In the past I would have fought those down moments. I would have searched for answers of how to get myself off the floor back into 'flow'.
I didn't - and something funny happened.
While on my back my programs filled with the last couple of beauties, and in fact they over flowed making me think that another few spots will need to be opened up.
I received 3 applications for coaching.
I had HUGE insight into my next book and started outlining it and connecting with it at a deeper level.
I started a new exercise program that incorporates meditation and visualization.
I finished reading several books.
I washed a mountain of dishes because my son and husband were unsupervised last weekend.
I ordered some custom jewelry and 20 more copies of my books because I gave all of mine away and 100 egg cartons to give away some of these damn eggs filling up my fridge.
So in the surrender, magic still happened.
I still feel fragile and exhausted. And life still moved around and through me.
Again: In the surrender - magic still happens...