I resist systems. I reject formulas. I fail at following.

I resist systems.
I reject formulas.
I fail at following.
 
It wasn't always like that. I was very controlled. The idea of eliminating my to do list was paralyzing. Excel spreadsheets were my best friend.
 
Then the work began and my pendulum swung to the other end of the spectrum. In order to create the business my soul was craving, I had to peel away the invisible layers of rules and 'ways' until I stood with no true systems, with adaptability and flow built into every day.
 
It was hard work to change. I fought for control while I fought to surrender. I'm not perfect but I am fundamentally altered.
 
But this year I could feel my pendulum starting to swing back to center. Not structured or unstructured but a beautiful balance.
 
So I've been sitting with how that would look. I've been worried that adding systems or structures would crimp my freedom.
 
How do I create a non-prescriptive system that supports me regularly and still appeals to my need for change and innovation and intuitive juiciness?
 
How do I create conscious daily growth?
 
What would it look like to live in a practically-sacred way? To support my path deeper.
 
So I'm sitting on the plane to Houston, an entire row to myself, legs kicked up, journal on my lap wondering what I was going to talk about on stage.
 
My energetic system unfolded in front of me, pen scratching on the paper, the sounds of jet engines and people rustling in their seats fading into the background.
 
Four pillars, four elements creating balance in my life, four pieces of the puzzle coming together for scaling up my energy so my life and business can also grow exponentially.
 
I revealed these 4 pillars on stage, fresh in my mind, newly birthed. That new concept smell was still intense. But I trusted it in the room. And then I set it down after my talk so it could to rest and grow.
 
For the past few days, the feedback I've gotten from the amazing people in the room really showed me that this was it, this is the piece that we've been craving, a way of exponentially creating a more powerful spiritual connection and a truly magical way of scaling our inner and outer worlds.
 
No hard lined system, just a fluid balanced way of turning up our awesomeness dials.
 
My next steps will be to play with it more, really experience and track what shift in my own life as I plant these four pillars more firmly in my life. And then unfold it for you to take and try one in the upcoming weeks.
 
Tomorrow I head back home. I miss my hubby and the kids...and I'm so grateful for being on your stage Allison, for it gave me the inspiration to flip my attention to what's been trying to emerge for some time.