Cranky

I was so cranky yesterday...everyone survived the storm, but barely. I've just felt super busy and I don't do busy. I'm capable of it. I get tons done. But I don't prefer it.

All I wanted yesterday was a nap.
And a cupcake.

All I got was an MRI appointment for my son an hours drive away, paperwork minutia for the rugby club my husband and I run, nagging about said paperwork minutia from my husband, and in the midst I placed ads around Facebook for my free writing course (I've never placed a big-girl ad before so it was all new for shits and giggles).

No nap.
No freaking cupcake.
No leave 'me the hell alone space' to write or dream or think.

So yeah, I was cranky. I'm not judging myself for it. I was just off my center. I don't need to spiritually white wash it by saying I'm grateful for all the things I learned yesterday. I just simply was spiritual and cranky at the same time.

Off to get me a damn cupcake for lunch...