I'm sitting here crying...in total awe and abundance
I received so many things today, most of them I purchased...but that feels abundant too.
I kept opening packages like it was Christmas Day JUST FOR ME! A new money tree for my desk to replace the one that broke the other day, a new tripod for my iPhone that I must have left in a hotel somewhere at some point, a whole studio set up to be able to record professional looking videos in my home (lights and backdrop and the whole deal), a microphone, some amazing Dark Chocolate Ooling tea from my friend Monica Day's company Ducky Life Tea that is making my belly seriously so happy AND a whole package of gifts from my friend Mark J. Silverman with a hard copy of his book, a card with his drawing on it and a matted picture by him to hang.
And I'm crying.
Because receiving tests my limits of how much joy I'm allowed to feel and it feels FUCKING GOOD. So instead of dumbing it down and looking for things to help me crazy emotionally, I'm basking in this feeling of awe at just how good our lives can be some times.
We are surrounded by gifts all of the time.
In every moment there are gifts to be found...and I don't mean simple gratitudes - I mean MIRACLES.
Expect Miracles is one of my themes for the year.
The mailwoman delivered today for sure...