THERE IS NO HOLE IN MY BUCKET
I had a coach who repeatedly told me that what got me 'here' won't get me 'there'. And for a long time that worked for me...there was something exciting about diving into my 'blocks' and doing the shadow work and releasing limiting beliefs that all worked to get me as far as I had gotten to get to whatever that next level was.
Changing my behaviors was a good thing, right?
It's what we do in self development...right?
But the thing is...I think that was a lie I was telling myself. That there was something inherently wrong with my methods, or with ME.
I was left on a hamster wheel of 'broken so fix it'. There was a whole in my bucket that never stopped leaking. Moments of brilliance followed by the next 'well what got me THAT brilliance won't get me my next light bulb, so I better fix myself more'.
I AM NOT BROKEN AND I DO NOT NEED TO BE FIXED, OR IMPROVED UPON.
See what got me 'here' was my dedication to working on my energetics.
What got me here was manifesting like a mofo.
What got me here was trying things that I had no idea if they would work or not, diving in with both feet.
What got me here was over and over revealing who I AM at the very center of my being.
What got me here was beautiful and messy and filled with laughter and tears and struggles and victories.
I AM A GODDESS-DAMNED MASTERSOUL AND I AM MY OWN LIGHT.
I didn't have to STOP any behaviors, I simply had to be more of ME.
And to get to my next level, I have to be more of ME.
And the next
and the next
And I get to claim my own Mastery more and more.
And I get to sharpen my tools.
And what got me 'here' ABSOLUTELY will get me 'there'.
I AM WHOLE AS I AM.
Let no one say otherwise...even me.